Long Hiatus

Told myself to be diligent in posting my wedding plan but guess what I fail terribly. And it almost coming to the end of the year. And it is down to "11 days" till #ctzulmmrs the wedding! Weehoo...! Gonna be a bridezilla in the next ten days. Nyehehehe... not! Excited, maybe. Scared?, totally! 

Overwhelmed

A random post on a random night shift. Had a total of four deliveries for the night; one caesearean and three normal deliveries. Im not complaining on the number of deliveries but I am conplaining about the huge load of paperwork I've got to do and key in the system with every specific detail. Every bit matters. As well as the blood labelling. Gahhh..! Okay, that's pretty much of my rants.

On a bright side note, few items off my wedding checklist. Weets! T-minus :133days checked.

One eye Jack

I don't really talk about work unless I feel it is a worth entry. However, I felt that I've been lacking or lost touch on how "work commitment" has taken the whole lot of me ever since 2009. It's not that I'm proud of what I've been doing for the past couple of years, it's just that I had to be judged with my appearance with the job scope I'm holding. I love being the crazy me and the nonsencical I do with my friends, my family. Let's put it this way, it's my life and I prefer my work to be as private as possible. 

However, the emotions at work was slightly overwhelmed. Slightly. I do wanna make a few entry few months ago, but I always not free and can't pen it into thoughts or make it into an entry.

There were two pre-term deliveries during  my shift. I'm going to share on one particular delivery, whom I attended to as I was the initial person who brought her it. My client came in at 2330H, presenting with lower abdominal pain without any contractions with a pain score of 7-8. No, the patient was not crying but complain of persistent backache as well as the abdominal pain since last Thursday. I attended to her before and the team doctors discharge her with mild painkillers which is Paracetamol and Bengay Cream, however the pain persists. She does not show any sign of labour. Usually, the presentation of pain varies and the team did diagnose her with ligament strain and all I did was assure the client that could be it. The toco did not pick up any contractions, to take into consideration she is only at 28weeks and 3 days. So, the team doctors did vaginal examination and checked that she is 10centimeters dilated; YES- definitinely she is in labour,. The team of night nurses quickly get on our feet and transferred and admitted her into labour ward to deliver her. 

Fast forward to the labour process, it took her quite awhile to progress. The whole of doctors from Obstetrics as well as Paedreaticians and team of nurses Midwives and Neonates are all gloved up to welcome the newborn. I'm impressed by how efficient we are as a team to nurse the client and the newborn. The client began active pushing from 0100H till 0145H, and the head of the baby does not descend much, by then the client hs used up most of her effort during pushing. Teaching someone during labour is tough as she may choose not to listen to you; therefore the nurse have to be firm to get things going. Towards the last 15mins (One hour of active pushing), I comforted the patient that she doing this for herself as well for the newborn and she have to give all her might for these last few pushes, and she did it. She really did it. Alhamdullilah. At this point, the room was silent. It was full of emotions unfelt, unseen, unannounce though it was dead silent. I can't describe much but it was there. From the client, the husband, the doctors, nurses, student doctor. The emotions in the room  was overwhelmed. The tense in the room suddenly disappear and came sense of relief. This moment, usually supposed to be a happiest moment but no. The client had already prepared for the worst. The worst outcome of the newborn. Everyone did. I can't go beyond explaining this and why. But it did. 

28th July

Apgar 2,4

1310kg

0200H

Male 👶🏻

Whatever the outcome, we all know he is a fighter. I saw you, with that one left eye open to see the world. I shall call you, " One eye Jack". You tiny human. 😘

2021

Precious off day for me and it falls on the same day as Mister F. It's was a drizzling Friday. Got up a tad late, just because it is my OFF day duh. So Mister F kept his promise and got me Salmon porridge from Long John Silver, yippie! Got a quick shower and had my late breakfast. Accompanied him to the mosque for his Friday prayers, dragged along Irfan to Smile Asia headquarters to drop off my passport photo.

We spent the day at my place with him helping to fix the lights. Forever fixing lights. Anyways, apart from that the main highlights of the day, was too calmly, slowly select the unit for our very first BTO; well in fact it's the second. Hee. We let go of Clementi Crest; and got Alkaff Oasis instead. Nothing fancy, just a 3-bedroom HDB. Just selecting unit it's like bleargh! Can't imagine renovating etc.

HLE APPLIED

APPLIED ON 28TH FEB 16

SUCCESSFUL APPLICANT 2O APRIL 16

VISITED AMK HUB

With the given slot of 271 out of 304 units, we hope to the get the unit we wanted. In sha allah. Make du'a for us. Amin. The appointment will be on the 3rd October 2016, wish us luck! I shall put this BTO worries aside, and yes I've looked up Pinterest for more house renovation ideas. Looking forward to that. =x

17/07/2016

Sunday, morning shift at work. Me and Mister F two event to attend. The wedding of Khalisa and Dzulfadli and Mini-open House of Lee and Faizal. Got dress like a princess and met the fiancé. When we got to the wedding, it was wrapping up. Since its a family related, we got invited to the house, somewhat killing two birds with one stone. Wedding and hari raya visit. Heh.

Then we make a move to Lee and Faizal abode. We were already ate too much but we still made room for Lee home made Mee Bakso! Yummers! Along with that sambal kicap! Thumbs up babe! Sua leh masak!!! Nyahahah..! Ouh and your house look so lovely with the furnitures!!! 😍😍😍 in love. We didnt manage to take much photo, however a mini photoshoot suffice for the night well spent with close friends. Thank you for inviting me and Mister F. 

Ouh and thank you introducing me to this annoying app! Love you too bits! Too much!!! 🙆🏻👯

Ghostbuster 2016

Movie of the year, i suppose! Awesome awesome casts! They are hilarously funny! Love love love it! No pictures on the movie. Just two crazy girls who caught the movie together, cause its been awhile since Ive last dated her out. Dont get bored with our faces.

We are crazy but we actually very nice girls. Ok bye! [19/07/16]

Strike of the list

Belated Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim. Suprisingly, Ive not updated any celebration photos for this Eid. I've been waiting for July to strike this particular number on my list. And i did it on 15th July 2016. Yass..! Venue checked. Visited town council and booked that venue. Nothing too fancy like it's suppose to, but phew... Get it of the list; it is like a chant in my head. Hahaha...!